Sorry I am too late

I demanded and you always done
I asked for and was given
You wanted nothing but my smile
Moving water like in kyle


I asked you to leave me later
And you done, my creator
How could you do all for me
When my return was so wee


I need you back call me now
Why you left and how
Screaming for you, listen please
How horrible, pains are these


I feel cold again in night
Please again hug me tight
Please again stroke my hair
Please tell us a perfect pair


See me crying open your eyes
I have also had some lies
You promised me of perfect home
How could you leave amid alone


I promise wont bother you again
I promise I wont go insane
I promise to love like you ever did
Unconditional love without lid


Take me with you in the hell
I want to die with you as well
Living life alone is like burden
Weighs on shoulder a million ton

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I was sad, world was happy, when I am happy, world turned sad

Walking alone, down the streets, taking left, found it wrong
then turned back, to the the new, went quite far, singing a song
but at last, collided dead end, and realize, former was the best
so babbled, murmuring in me, oh so tired, took some rest
tried a lot, no help found, I was innnocent, they made fun
fought a lot, come back please, they didn't, the worst run
sing while walk, down all roads, left the all, what I had
I was sad, world was happy, when I am happy, world turned sad


See my hands, empty again, wish me luck, need someone
no one see, am I not good, asking myself, why this cun?
full are streets, full are parks, full are malls and all buses
kept them happy, why they didn't, these thoughts, it rushes
got you now, will recover, adjust to me, ask you never
living in me, learn to laugh, held one hand, thought it clever
it pushed me, on the wall, I don't belong, nothing is mine
I was hurt, never recovering, drowned forever, oh not fine
world is cruel, I was kid, really unknown, world is bad
I was sad, world was happy, when I am happy, world turned sad


Back alone, it hurt every moment, but afraid, of having anyone
so thought, to go this way, no one I want, I am done
gradually I saw, its perfect, learned cheering, every moment
never cared, if no one near, who entered, or who went
This is cool, they found me again, its not him, hey its me
He has died, I am the new, just independent, soul is free
Learned a lot, being alone, to see myself, I was so glad
I was sad, world was happy, when I am happy, world turned sad


When I see, all around me, people they cry, and all feel down
this is strange, I passed from this, I give them hand, and my crown
they feel good, and I as well, soothe them always, make them smile
this is the gift, the best for them, but I don't care, pure no guile
And this way, I see that all changed, this is so common, not too bad
I was sad, world was happy, when I am happy, world turned sad!!!

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I miss you crazy

She says she loves
But she doesnt believe
That I love her like crazy
And she thinks I deceive

I cant believe I cry for her
But I do believe this is true
Very strange I fell so deep
This is like is very new

Her gravity of love
I feel it everyday
Every hour every minute
I am making my way

I know she knows
And trust me understands
And so I do that
Why she doubts my friends

Respect her love her
Like no one has done
With whom I wanna live
She is the only one

Her voice is magic
I miss it everytime
My words my life
For her is every rhyme

I dont wanna miss her
Her every breath she takes
Just wanna be with her
Bring her what happy her makes

She doubts and I love that
Cuz I see how deep she feels
She too knows I am just hers
And we always have new deals

Smile comes with her thoughts
And I miss her words, her voice
When she is sleep love to see
And I believe she is right choice

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I dont care

I dont care
if you dont love me
I love you a lot
and my all is for thee


I dont care
if world goes against me
in my heart is you
my strength growing tree


I dont care
if they say I should quit
I wont do as they say
nothin' for but shit


I dont care
who takes my side or not
I have choosen you
my love, my life, in my every thought


I dont care really
when they laugh at me
I am determined
not to set you free


I dont care sweetie
if you either will run away
As I believe my love
you are in my every day


I dont care baby
if u say u hate
my love will still grow
unconditional, never abate


I dont care if you
leave me on this path
I will keep u warm
no thoughts of having wrath


I just dont care
if you say u distrust
My love for u was pure
no particle of dust


I care of this
that I love you so much
Will make your world wonderful
so soft will every touch


I will care of you
like princess of universe
like roses in the garden
and love full your purse

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My dying wishes

Wishes want to come out
of this empty sphere
Something is holding them
seem unable to bear


Like holded too tight
in the hands of destiny
fighting for survival
is there any meanin'


So hard is shell
I am hitting hard
like tied in ropes
and with 1000 guards


Its seems so easy
to get out of this all
But when exist is near
Caught into the fall


Please believe me
I want to put trust
This is pure love
nothing like lust


I need thee's hand
and show me open up
this hide and seek
I feel is enough


May be I am addicted
but this all can change
nothing is permanent
dont need revenge


Need to be loved
and trusted like I do
Please be with me
and we will go through


I am in you
like you are in me
but feel like in cage
please let this free


We can breath alone
make me feel alive
be with me anyway
I give you us to drive


Only treasure I have
in life is just one
it is only you
and second to you is none


Let this not die
save it for eon
I promise to keep u happy
smiling and having fun!

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Please believe me

Please believe when I say
in your lap I wanna lay
I need your faith
I do all is for us baith.


Love you hold you deep through with my heart
show you the world in my love cart
Horses of passion will pull it so soft
A kiss with so warmth sitting in that loft.


Place my hand before you put foot down
My princess is you with always a crown
My all is for you my breath every beat
Without you dont wanna go ahead two feet


Kiss your lips your cheeks your ears and whisper
"I love you a lot sweetie" I murmur
Take your hand rest on my cheek my chest
Wont leave your hand in any trough or crest

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